Friday, February 7, 2020

Yet I Will Trust You

I am angry. Yet I will trust You.
I have questions that don't seem to have answers. Yet I will trust You.
I feel lonely and alone. Yet I will trust you.
I feel broken and defeated. Yet I will trust You.
I have fears and doubts. Yet I will trust You.
I am ashamed and guilty. Yet I will trust You.
I feel unloved and unlovable. Yet I will trust You.
I am small and weak. Yet I will trust You.
I don't know what the future holds. Yet I will trust You.
When I am surrounded by darkness, and demons are battling for my mind, I will whisper into the void:
I trust a light I cannot see
And a love I cannot feel.
Because what else is there for me to do?
I will trust you.