Darling

I can't call you my baby

You don't belong to me

And you're not a baby anymore

But I want to hold you tight

My darling

My heart aches for you and what you've been through

Tears steam down my face

And I am filled with overwhelming awe

Inspired by your raw strength and vulnerability

Your transparency and authenticity in the midst of heartbreak and pain

I wish it didn't have to be this way

But the strength you've found inside of you

Has made you wise beyond your years

And I can't help but contemplate

How you've overcome your fears

You are perfect

You are beautiful

You are SO loved

I wish I could share my journey with you

Maybe someday you'll find solace in knowing you're not alone

But for now

I am honored

To witness your journey

Even from a distance

Even from the sidelines

I am cheering you on

Screaming my lungs out for you

With fierce pride and admiration

As you run your race

As you're finding your pace

And the strength to carry on

I don't think I've witnessed anything more beautiful...

And someday, these are the things I will say to you.